I am your host, Noodles and Beef, and welcome to my blog. It's my creative dumping ground and journal. I post work from my photo projects, sketches from my notepad, and infographics from my research. Sometimes I write about my body dysmorphia but more often I post photos of my butt. I am in a D/s relationship with three wonderful pups. Your hair looks amazing today.

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Is your life as perfect as you make it out to be?
Anonymous

Its all in the eyes of the beholder, anon.  I think my life is pretty awesome, but its not without negative parts:

Again, its all in the eyes of the beholder.  I’m aware of the things in my life that aren’t “perfect” and am actively working to make them better so I can be a better person.

But what is “perfect” without some struggle?  I couldn’t appreciate the good parts of my life if it weren’t for the bad ones.

I don’t do these memes, sorry @cornfedmusclepup, but after completing my Taipei 101 hotel backside shot, I realized I’ve got seven such portraits in this unofficial project.  I shall name the project Hotel Butts.  

Presenting: the hotel backside project, where I take photos of my butt in the place I’m staying. Left to right, top to bottom, Wynn Las Vegas, a train car to PortlandSingapore hotela penthouse in Acapulco, a boutique hotel in Playa del Carmen, and a condo in West Hollywood.

How we raised the money: I had a few extra calendars left over and auctioned them off along with a life size noodlesandbeef dakimakura.

I was not convinced it would be a successful fund raiser…I was very surprised with the turn out. I guess I really do have a lot of readers in Asia! Thank you, everyone who came. Sorry I’m so awkward.

How we raised the money: I had a few extra calendars left over and auctioned them off along with a life size noodlesandbeef dakimakura.

I was not convinced it would be a successful fund raiser…I was very surprised with the turn out. I guess I really do have a lot of readers in Asia! Thank you, everyone who came. Sorry I’m so awkward.

carnenchiladas:

Master sent us a chef prepared dinner and flowers to remind us how much he loves us, and that he thinks of us all the time even while he’s away. Love you sooooo much, Master! Come home soon, we miss you!

I love my pups!  I’m sending daily tokens of affection during my trip, from small reminders of my love to catered meals keeping them on track with their diet. Anything I can to show them how special they are when I can’t do it in person.
Sigh, I miss you both so much…can’t wait to come home.

carnenchiladas:

Master sent us a chef prepared dinner and flowers to remind us how much he loves us, and that he thinks of us all the time even while he’s away. Love you sooooo much, Master! Come home soon, we miss you!

I love my pups!  I’m sending daily tokens of affection during my trip, from small reminders of my love to catered meals keeping them on track with their diet. Anything I can to show them how special they are when I can’t do it in person.

Sigh, I miss you both so much…can’t wait to come home.

Reblogged from carnenchiladas
Friday, July 11th: Chuck pup earned my training collar. Look at that smile :D
This is an experiment. We’re going to flesh out a contract to try and address some short and long term goals…starting with having an awesome time in ptown!

Friday, July 11th: Chuck pup earned my training collar. Look at that smile :D

This is an experiment. We’re going to flesh out a contract to try and address some short and long term goals…starting with having an awesome time in ptown!

Why do you eat so much poutine?
otter-bocks-cub

Excuse you.

I’ll tell you why I eat so much damn poutine.

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Look at that.  LOOK AT IT.  Pulled pork over fries with cheese curds.  Its like staring into the FACE OF GOD and he tells you YOU ARE WORTHY OF EATING ME.

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Oh my god, is that…?  YES IT IS: Japanese curry chicken over yukon gold fries!!!  Salty, Spicy, Sweet, Umami…what is this?!  A FIFTH FLAVOUR?!?!  The best elements of every flavour combine to unlock the ULTIMATE FORM OF TASTE INCARNATE: poutine.

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Have you ever eaten something so incredible you cried?  Meet duck confit poutine: self-actualization as food.  You are special, you are loved, you are worthy, you are wanted…and poutine has brought you there.

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Behold: classic poutine.  Deceivingly simple.  You’d never know a life changing experience was just a bite away.

If you could capture the human condition—love, loss, joy, sadness, ecstasy, pokemon—into food, you would have a recipe for classic poutine.

What I’m saying is: you have not lived until you’ve poutine.

Speaking of living in a bara comic, I imagine this is what it would look like.
brandedbulltank just gave me this incredible birthday gift: he commissioned my favourite artist, hawtcherry, to draw the wonderful pups of my life and myself (as beefy sexy furries) all cuddled up together.  There’s lil pup on the left as a shiba inu, Chuck pup top right as a St Bernard, big pup as a boar, tank at my feet as a big red-headed bull, and myself as a bull in the middle of the pile.
Wow.  Just…wow.
I’m speechless, its incredible.  One of my favourite pieces by hawtcherry…he’s incredibly talented and I can recognize everyone in this pic even as hyper-sexualized anthropomorphized versions of themselves.  I love it.

Speaking of living in a bara comic, I imagine this is what it would look like.

brandedbulltank just gave me this incredible birthday gift: he commissioned my favourite artist, hawtcherry, to draw the wonderful pups of my life and myself (as beefy sexy furries) all cuddled up together.  There’s lil pup on the left as a shiba inu, Chuck pup top right as a St Bernard, big pup as a boar, tank at my feet as a big red-headed bull, and myself as a bull in the middle of the pile.

Wow.  Just…wow.

I’m speechless, its incredible.  One of my favourite pieces by hawtcherry…he’s incredibly talented and I can recognize everyone in this pic even as hyper-sexualized anthropomorphized versions of themselves.  I love it.

While exploring Toronto I took big pup to catch a very special movie at a local theater.

I took him to see our movie.

I had rented out the entire theater, made movie posters, had tickets printed up, and created a feature length about our life together. From when we first met to our adventures around the world. All set to the soundtrack from Pixar’s Up.

At the end of the movie I got on my knee and proposed:

"To my wonderful pup, you are my greatest adventure. Thank you for every moment…will you marry me?"

He said yes!

Is the guy that owns the farm your real dad? Sorry if that's a stupid question I just remember you saying your parents kicked you out because you were gay.
Anonymous

My mom married five different guys, three of which raised me in different parts of my life.  it gets confusing.

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This is my biological dad.  We had a difficult time during my teenage years and I am just now starting to connect with him.  He sold his house and moved my half-sister and step-mom to a farm far away from everything. Its nice but very remote.  I love getting to hang out with them.

My dad-dad has become very supportive, aggressively so.  Him and my step-mom are very welcoming of my non-traditional relationship and partners.

This is my step-Dad.  I call him “dad” because he was with my mom the longest and spent the most time with me.  He was a vegan, Master-level bodybuilder, and his nutritional advice, powerlifting routine, and nudist lifestyle shaped me as an adult.  The photo on the right is him right now, almost 60-years-old.  WOW.

I wish I got more time with him these days, but its hard to reach him. He’s very busy.

I don’t have a photo of my other step-dad and I.  But, I do have a photo of my brother from when he visited for my step-dad’s funeral.  As a strong supporter of Prop 8, he and I had a very difficult time connecting as father and son when I came out.  Cut from the will, ostracized, ignored, I don’t feel like he considered me a son as much as I considered him my dad.  I couldn’t even visit him when he was diagnosed with cancer.  I wrote him a letter instead.

I have many dads, not even including the daddies of my life.  Ha.

Hi everyone,
I’ve had a few questions about how awesome being in a triad is and if folks should try it.  From a Dom’s perspective, its really awesome having two pups, but there are some logistical issues nobody seems to talk about with triads.
In the world of relationships, the standard model is a “couple,” so we run into some issues being in a triad.  Nobody warns you about this stuff.  For example:
Time management: each person in the relationship adds that much more time to everyday activities.  Getting ready to go out?  Add an hour for each extra partner.
Holding hands: we end up taking over the entire sidewalk, red-rovering anyone who happens to come in our path.
Working out: having one gym partner is perfect, but two adds too much rest time between sets and becomes inefficient with all the groping that inevitably happens when you work out.
Two player video games
You have to wait for a four-person table for brunch
Couple’s specials at restaurants: granted, each of us end up getting the couples special quantity of food for ourselves…but still frustrating.
You will never get onto the KissCam™ because 3+ men making out is very difficult
Two person bicycles
There are no 3-way spaghetti pieces
Showering: we can barely fit two bodybuilders into our shower, but three?  Impossible.
Zero representation in media: when was the last time you saw a poly-fidelity D/s Master/pup/pup relationship on TV or in a movie? Its like we don’t exist. Wake up America!
IKEA: I can handle a one-on-one couples fight at IKEA.  I might even enjoy it.  But two-on-one?!  No, we don’t need a MALM organizer!!!
Parties where you only get a +1 when you’ve got +2 :(
Valentines Day: everything seems targeted at couples.  But naked chocolate fondue is for 3+ so we’re good.
This is an incomplete (and kinda tongue-in-cheek) list, but y’all get the picture.

Hi everyone,

I’ve had a few questions about how awesome being in a triad is and if folks should try it.  From a Dom’s perspective, its really awesome having two pups, but there are some logistical issues nobody seems to talk about with triads.

In the world of relationships, the standard model is a “couple,” so we run into some issues being in a triad.  Nobody warns you about this stuff.  For example:

  • Time management: each person in the relationship adds that much more time to everyday activities.  Getting ready to go out?  Add an hour for each extra partner.
  • Holding hands: we end up taking over the entire sidewalk, red-rovering anyone who happens to come in our path.
  • Working out: having one gym partner is perfect, but two adds too much rest time between sets and becomes inefficient with all the groping that inevitably happens when you work out.
  • Two player video games
  • You have to wait for a four-person table for brunch
  • Couple’s specials at restaurants: granted, each of us end up getting the couples special quantity of food for ourselves…but still frustrating.
  • You will never get onto the KissCam™ because 3+ men making out is very difficult
  • Two person bicycles

  • There are no 3-way spaghetti pieces
  • Showering: we can barely fit two bodybuilders into our shower, but three?  Impossible.
  • Zero representation in media: when was the last time you saw a poly-fidelity D/s Master/pup/pup relationship on TV or in a movie? Its like we don’t exist. Wake up America!
  • IKEA: I can handle a one-on-one couples fight at IKEA.  I might even enjoy it.  But two-on-one?!  No, we don’t need a MALM organizer!!!
  • Parties where you only get a +1 when you’ve got +2 :(
  • Valentines Day: everything seems targeted at couples.  But naked chocolate fondue is for 3+ so we’re good.

This is an incomplete (and kinda tongue-in-cheek) list, but y’all get the picture.

Reblogged from noodlesandbeef
Why aren't there more bears of color in bear-centric media?
therealproteinpowder2486

Thats a really good question.  Let’s look at the data first:

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People of Color are underrepresented in the bear community because bears are mostly into other bears and the most self-identified bears are white.  (Source: gay cliques census, 2/3s of bears and cubs are into their own type; >80% of self-identified bears are white).

Most bears are white.  Most bears are into other bears, who happen to be mostly white guys. So it makes sense that the bear community would cater to its majority audience…except that the bear community was originally designed to be inclusive.

How bad is it?

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Bearracuda proudly states that they’re the largest attended bear dance party and most prolific gay dance event in the US.  Despite this, they don’t use people of colour in their promotions.

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The top dating apps for bears, scruff and growlr, don’t use people of colour in any of their app screenshots, ads, or promotions.  Some bear dating sites, like Bear411, won’t even allow people of colour (particularly asians) to join their site.

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The biggest bear runs in the world, Lazy Bear, TBRU, and Ptown Bear Week don’t use people of colour in their ads, promotional flyers, or websites.

Correction 5/27: TBRU has used people of colour in previous years’ flyers. Thank you, J Larry for pointing this out!  I’m sorry for not digging deeper.

Without some representation in bear-centric media, the bear community sends a strong message that people of colour are not welcome.

But, its not all bad.  There are some very prominent people in the bear community who do not practice discrimination against skin colour and even include us in their work.

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Where the Bears Are has always had a varied cast of bears representing different ethnicities (like me), Beach Bear Weekend is a new bear run that uses people of colour in their promotions, Bear Invasion has a balanced representation of ethnic minorities (like me).

People of colour are underrepresented by the bear community, but we can change that by supporting bear parties, events, and media that is inclusive.


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