I assume that you're very sweet and smart, slightly geeky, and not in complete control of your sickness. I say that last part because I think you are an 11 on a scale of 1-10 and you're still not convinced. =(
Thank you~
I’m certainly not in control of my BDD, but I have made huge strides in the last year. I’m working on a blog post detailing what has worked for me and what has not for folks that aren’t able/willing to seek out professional help.