I am your host, Noodles and Beef, and welcome to my blog. It's my creative dumping ground and journal. I post work from my photo projects, sketches from my notepad, and infographics from my research. Sometimes I write about my body dysmorphia but more often I post photos of my butt. I am in a D/s relationship with three wonderful pups. Your hair looks amazing today.

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How do you render Chuck pub helpless if I may ask? Just for future encounters with alpha pubs like him.

Alpha pup Chuck is nearly twice my size: he’s a head taller than me, nearly 300lbs, and lifts more than I do in every workout.  His physically dominant presence is accentuated by his deep, authoritative voice and an intimidatingly sharp mind.  He’s the alpha in the office, the Anna Wintour of his industry, and when not working he travels with an entourage of beefy asian guys.

How do you render such a dominant man into a helpless pup?

Trustr and a little physical force.

I picked up on Chuck’s submissive side the night we first met, but it was clear he was very guarded.  A lifetime of social conditioning forcing him into a dominant role because of his size gave him a lot of submissive shame; he didn’t feel it was alright to submit or give up control as a man.

As our friendship grew and trust was earned, I learned his submissive triggers were based around making him (a very dominant person) feel powerless.  It started as gently as pulling him towards me by his backpack straps.  He lost his balance and fell into my arms, the sudden disorientation snapped him into his submissive headspace.

Because of his size, I have to resort to the principles of kuzushi, or “breaking balance,” to use his size against him and make him powerless.  From standing, I can tug him off balance and slam him into a nearby wall or into the ground.  From there I can easily pin him with just my body weight.  He’s completely helpless and powerless in two seconds.  And he loves it.

Next time you encounter an alpha type pup or sub, pay attention to their submissive cues.  Do they respond to you being more aggressive?  Then maybe you need to pin them down and tie them up.

More photos from last night’s dance therapy.

We picked the wrong parties. Hero was bumped from it’s usual location and stuck in this tiny bar, so no room to flag. Left early and went to Sanctuary where the music was horrible. We should’ve done Underworld the night before, argh!

Still had an amazing time. Without music we spent the night fooling around at the club. Lilpup got on a go-go platform and showed off for me (I love when guys cruise or flirt with my pups) and ended up making some tips while dancing. (Huh!)

I was feeling pretty Dom and started pushing Chuck around, slamming him into walls and pinning him until he was whimpering, shaking, begging to be at my feet.

With Chuck swimming in endorphins as he hit subspace, I turned my attention to lilpup. He usually responds to a much lighter touch, but was begging for me to be rougher with him, put him in his place. I pinned him against a wall and barked at him to present his neck. His body writhed with pain and pleasure as I left a handful of big purple marks over his neck and back. He was breathless, barely able to thank me for marking him before falling alongside Chuck at my feet.

That intoxicating feeling I get from being Dom—this intense buzzing of pleasure—was overwhelming. Both pups in subspace, kissing at my feet, aching to give more. Sigh…even though we didn’t get much dancing in, it was incredible bringing them both there.

Ok this may sound silly but I'm just trying to understand your latest question response. You say that your pups get bigger and get piercing body modifications that way you feel like they are yours, but what do you do to make them feel like they are yours as well? Does each pup have their own I guess you can say "piece" of you that varies from pup to pup?

Big pup getting my brand tattooed on his lower back, read his post about it here.

My pups push themselves bigger, get pierced, and tattooed to feel like they’re mine, not the other way around.  These changes and modifications are symbolic of our relationship, that my pups are mine and they must earn that privilege every day.

They always aspire to be and give more for their Master.  My pups are loyal to a flaw and unrelenting in their desire to make me happy…thats how I know they’re mine.

The only “piece” that varies from pup to pup is how I engage them.  

Each pup has different triggers and needs.  I can put big pup in subspace with just eye contact, but Chuck needs me to render him helpless before he breaks.

Despite your three pups being incredibly sexy I can't help but notice all three have nipple barbells. Is this something you encouraged as their Master?


Pierced nipples is just one of the body mods I encourage my pups to get.


Other body mods include gauged ears, septum (bull ring), labret, PA, and (the ultimate) my brand tattooed on the lower back.


I also push my pups to grow bigger.

My pups don’t recognize themselves before they met me.  They’re pierced, inked, bigger, collared…they’re mine and they have the marks to show it.

Hold on there, this is important.

Hi, I'm Noodles and Beef and welcome to my blog. How are you? Your hair looks great today. What's your secret? I think its important we get to know each other a little bit before you continue.

I've been updating this blog for over 13-years to help me remember and better appreciate my life experiences. I blog for my own benefit, so the content can be extremely personal and sometimes that makes people uncomfortable.

We just met, so I'm not sure what makes you uncomfortable.

Thats why you need to be at least 18-years-old to continue...and if it makes you uncomfortable, just stop reading my blog, okay?

I agree